The terror of maternity explodes every night in non-existent parallel universes. In earthly life, it colors everyday things in a strange color and gives life a feeling of inexhaustible loop. Even the calm of the holidays seems to be transformed. The images remain: the sun, the beach, the sunsets with friends... and yet something has changed. The search for the sensations of the past is transformed into silent desperation in the summer nights... to return to normal every morning, or not...